Rekindled

It’s not the same

It never shall be

You’ve cursed my name

Turned away from me

My face you’ve forgotten

My love now is dust

Your words I believed in

Now moving on is a must

But I can’t move on

No, I can’t let go

My tears, they are falling

They’re falling like snow

I want you to know

That I love you, still

You’re still my best friend

The end of time until

I know that it’s cruel

This life is so rough

People are mean

But our friendship is tough

It’s hard as a rock

It’s tough as a nail

And no matter what

It’ll always prevail…

A New Year

A new year, a new me

That’s who I, am planning to be

The past is clear

The future, a cloud

My mind is racing

But I do not doubt

I’ll make it through

I will live

And this hope that I have

To others I shall give

I’ll help them through

I’ll help them fly

I’ll help them soar

Soar through the sky

I’ll help them up

I’ll help them take flight

I’ll help them see

See the wondrous light

I’ll be their guide

I’ll show the way

I’ll be right by them

By them all the way

And if they need a favor

If they need a friend

I’ll be there for them

Night and day

Forever, till the end…

You Lied

You lied to me when you said you loved me...
I told the truth when i said i would love you forever...

You lied when you said that you wouldn't break my heart...
I told the truth when i said that it was yours for life...

You lied when you said you'd forever be mine...
I told the truth when i said till the end of time...

But you told the truth when you said you were ready to move on...
And I lied when i told you that i was fine...

Silent Tears

You’re lying there, crying

Crying your silent tears

You’re lying there, crying

Hoping no one hears

You’re kneeling there

That gun in your hand

And I scream for you

I scream for you to stop

You’re kneeling there

That gun in your hand

And I’m begging

Please, please stop

But you won’t stop

You won’t put away the gun

You won’t put it away

And look at me

You don’t see me

Don’t hear me

Or don’t want to

Why won’t you listen?

You’re sinking, you’re drowning

And there is nothing I can do

Nothing but fall to my knees

Crying those silent tears

Those silent tears

That you have cried

So many times

And I cry out to you

To anyone

Hoping they’ll hear,

But they don’t see me

Don’t hear me

Or don’t want to

Why won’t anyone listen?

Knight In Shining Armor

There’s a knight in shining armor

Riding towards me

The white horse that he’s riding

 Is as beautiful as can be

He holds out his hand, gallantly

And smiles at me, regally

He says, “Do not fear

For I am here

To save you from the day

Do not fear

For I am here

And I am here to stay…”

My knight in shining armor

I cling to for dear life

He helps me through my troubles

He helps me through my strife

He holds my hands and walks me

Gently down this road

And evil things and hard times

To them he has forebode

He’ll save me from this world

For my knight is here today

My knight in shining armor

He is here to stay…

Fairytale

This feels like a fairytale

Feels like Cloud 9

Feels like we’re all just frozen in time

Sitting here with you

Under the stars in the sky

Leaning on your shoulder

Your love gets me by

They say dreams are just dreams

They never come true

But I have a dream

And it involves you

Walking together, hand in hand

Laughing till it hurts

Till it’s hard just to stand

Until the End of Time

I still lose my breath

When someone says your name

They say you’re a player

That it’s all just a game

You’re playing with my head

You’re messing with my heart

I should have realized it

Right from the start

Should have seen your intentions

Should have seen you weren’t true

That’s what they all say

And yet, I’m still in love with you

Who do I believe?

The human race loves to deceive

It almost becomes an instinct

Deceiving, together, the world in sync

But as I look in your eyes

Your beautiful aqua blue eyes

They show me love like I’ve never seen

And tells me, “Somewhere, the grass is pure green”

And tells me, “Somewhere, the sun will always shine”

And tells me, “Love, forever you’ll be mine”

And I say, “Boy, until the end of time…”

I'll Be Fine

I’ll be fine

So leave me be

I may be falling…

                       Falling…

                            Falling…

But I’ll be fine

You know it, too

Just as much

And maybe better

Than I do…

I’ll be alright

Just leave me alone

I may be con

                      fus

                                ed…

But I’ll be alright

You know it better, too

Much, much better

Than I do…

The Rain

The rain falls

                            Down

Slowly at first

Pitter patter…

Patter pitter…

It strikes the window
Gently at first

Tappity tap…

Tap Tappity…

Singing me to sleep

Softly for now

Silently quiet…

Quietly silent…

I close my eyes

Peaceful for now

Sleeping soundly…

Soundly sleeping…

What I love

I love the way you look

And I love the way you dress

I love the way your hairs done up

Even when it’s a mess

I love it when you’re next to me

But hate it when you’re gone

I love it when you dance around

And when you sing a song

I love it when you laugh

And hate it when you cry

You are a beautiful flower

And the apple of my eye

More sweet than any honey

More precious than the rose

Hotter than the sun itself

And yet, my heart, you’ve froze

A Dream

As I lay there last night

I held you in my dreams

You were right there besides me

Or so it seems

I heard you, I held you

But you weren’t really there

Just part of a dream

It doesn’t seem fair

As I lay there I thought

I must be dreaming

That’s what my mind thought

But my heart, it was singing

And then I awoke

Awoke from that dream

I felt like I’d lost you

 I’d lost you it seems

That dream was special

Special to me

More special than anything

You’ll ever see

The Sky

I look at the sky

And I hope that you see

The same moon I do

When I think of you

I see hope in the sky

And I hope you do too

When I see the stars

 And I think of you

I see them twinkling

And I see your eyes

Your eyes they sparkle

As do the skies

You're the One

I’m as sure as can be

That you’re the one

You shine with brilliance

Like the morning sun

You smile, you laugh

You look at me

Your eyes they shine

 Like the shining sea

Your smile, it catches me

And then I can’t breath

My emotions, they surface

And begin to seethe

I can’t control them

They’re starting to show

I can’t control them

I’ll let them go

I’m sure as can be

That you’re the one

You shine with brilliance

Like the morning sun

Home

I know a place,

A place I can go,

A place where serenity,

Is found.

I know a place,

A place I can stay,

A place where love,

Is found.

I love this place,

The place I can go,

The place I can stay,

The place that I call,

Home.

The Girl

As I walked down a street,

I noticed a girl,

Her hair was blonde,

With the slightest curl,

She seemed to be lost,

Looking around,

She seemed to be scared,

With no hope of being found,

She twisted and twirled,

She turned and she spun,

She looked around, bewildered,

Looking for someone,

I walked down that street,

Up to that girl,

Whose hair was blonde,

With the slightest curl,

I picked her up,

Carried her home,

Adopted her,

And became her mom.

You. Don't. Even. Care.

You know when someone is tuning their guitar, and a string breaks? You can’t use the guitar anymore, right? At least, not until the strings are fixed.

Don’t judge but… That’s what I feel like. I feel as though I’m like a guitar and all the little itty bitty strings inside of me have snapped until there’s none left. And so I’m useless. I’m nothing more than a guitar in the corner, gathering dust. No one wants to use a broken guitar. And there’s certainly no point of keeping it if you aren’t going to bother to keep it.

Even my three year old niece knows that when something is broke you can’t use it. She throws away broken toys, chalk, necklaces, and shoes all the time. Am I really no better than these broken toys or the broken guitar? I feel as though no one cares about me.

Care. That’s all I’m asking. Show a little love to me and all the other broken people in this world. Help fix us. Help repair the little itty bitty strings that have broken inside of us from too much use and abuse. Please. Don’t just toss us in the trash. I beg of you. Don’t give up on us. Don’t stop caring.

I Am Nothing

I look at lightning

And I am jealous

For he is free

He goes where he wants

While I must stay put

He is everything…

I am like thunder

Always made to follow lightning

Never allowed to come first

Always second best

I am nothing…

People see lightning

And they ooh and aw over him

For he is beautiful

A sight for dull eyes

While I am not

He is everything…

People hear thunder, hear me

And they complain with covered ears

For I am loud and obnoxious

A burden to the senses

Never needed, never wanted

I am nothing…