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My niece Lily

My niece Lily
My beautiful 4 year old niece Lily

December 19, 2011

Day and Night

The moon
Is fading slowly
A faint, limpid hope
As the world sleeps
No one notices

The sun
Is rising eagerly
An incandescent hope
As the world awakens
Everyone notices

December 12, 2011

"Untitled"

The sky
Looks as though
It may pour down tears

My eyes
Feel as though
They may cry out raindrops

December 10, 2011

Angel of Death


I see your face, my cheeks flush
I feel all warm inside, fuzzy almost
I see your face, I can’t breathe
My thoughts, they vanish, my brain leaves
I can’t think straight, my minds a mess
All because, I’ve seen the Angel of death
He didn’t kill me, or take away my soul
No, not ever, for my heart is what he stole
He hugged me tight, he kissed my cheek
His beautiful eyes, they make me weak
On my cheek, I still feel his soft, warm kiss
I’ve never felt like this before, never felt like this
So the Angel of death, turned into the Angel of life
For I chase after him, my world now in strife
But forever and ever, his love I shall miss
For on my cheek lies my first kiss…

I'm Sorry


I’m sorry for all the things I’ve done
Sorry for worrying you
Sorry for putting myself first
Being conceited, self-centered, and rude!

I’m sorry for the scars on my arms
For scaring you to death
I’m sorry deep inside my heart
With every single breath!

I’m sorry that I am this way
Sorry for not being the real me
I’m upset, and so resentful
My loved ones, can’t you see?

I hope that you’ll forgive me
Cause now I’ve ruined my life
I think about it everyday
Forever in great strife!

Yes I hope that you’ll forgive me
Please, I need you to see
That I never thought I’d hurt you
I only thought of hurting me!

And now I see that I was wrong
And I’m ready to start over
Singing a new song
That lasts for eternity
Forever, with Jesus in me!

This Gift Called Love

Slowly you chip away,
You chip away at my walls,
The walls I’ve so carefully built,
Built to keep you out,
The shell of my heart is flaking,
Falling like new-born white snowflakes,
The tips of my fingers are shaking,
Trembling at your slightest touch,
My breaths are coming in gasps,
Making it feel like too much,
My heart, like chocolate, has begun to melt,
What is this? This feeling which I have not felt,
How is it? That it feels so right?
Feels so right, when you look at me?
Is this some sort of magic? Or is it,
Some sort of celestial gift, given by,
The Grace of God, and God alone?
Yes! That is it! A gift from God above!
A gift so great and grand and pure!
A gift that we call love!
The Angels rejoice when we praise the Lord,
Standing together, hand in hand,
And the Angels sing, and the Heaven’s declare,
A song heard throughout the land,
Because I love you, and you love me,
And He loves us for sure,
So together side by side we’ll be,
For now and forever more,
Heart joined to heart, soul joined to soul,
Starting our new life together,
Like a lamb, or a newborn foal,
A plan of our own, here, is not needed,
Because of God’s plan for us, soon to be completed,
And the evils and impurities,
We shall help to be defeated,
Because He came for the weak,
He came for the lost,
For the weary and the restless,
So we lift our hands in praise,
Thanks to the gift from God above,
This gift so great and grand and pure,
This gift we know as Love

Finding A Friend


You’re nothing but a puny girl,
Stuck here in this tragic world
Hoping to find a friend in me,
I really don’t like you,
Can’t you see?”
A girl, brought down,
Her smile, a frown,
Her feelings, she’ll drown,
For you brought that girl down,
“Don’t worry bout’ them,”
They all say,
They’ll tell you that,
Any day,
But then you’re teased,
Made fun of, and taunted,
You’re dreams, now nightmares,
By them you’re haunted,
An old woman said
“All you want is a new friend,
You’ll find one, dear,
Near close to the end,
His name is Jesus,
And you will see,
How he came and died,
 For you and for me,”
This girl, here, now,
Has a new friend,
His name is Jesus,
Love till the end,
The girl no one sat with,
She came up to you,
Her hope you restored,
A life made anew…

Loving You


Some say love is kind
Some say love is blind
Some say lovers only cheat
But I say love is oh so sweet

True love, it never ends
And often starts between good friends
A nervous laugh; a small, shy smile
And then a relationship starts, just after a while

It doesn’t matter where you are
Just let your love shine like a star
For where you are, my heart shall be
Loving you, forever, and endlessly…

I Want To Know


I want to know what’s wrong
I need to know you’re okay
You tell me that you love me
And I hope you mean what you say
Cause I love you, too
More than anyone
I see you walking, talking, laughing
Dancing down the halls
I see you look over me
As though I’m not here at all